[odie123]

well, i am amazed that you have been clean for four days...that an acomplishment...i would haven been clean for about ten years....you are doing very well hun...you should be proud of yurself..i was just thinking this morning how horrible it is that as soon as i wake up i take my pills...i dont make coffee..i dont go to the bathroom...(unless they are there ofcourse)....there i am all sluggish and sleepy and i walk all sleepy to get my pills and i think...geezz...these pills are my master....i am a freaking slave...i cant just wake up slowly...i have to run as soon as i wake to get my pills...it was weird the way i felt this morning...i was so tired...anyways...i think you are doing a great job...i could not even think about one day w/o them...anyways does anyone know what would happen if i stop suddenly..last time i was sick throwing up b/c i was coughing so hard...and my head felt like it was going to explode..i felt all cold and hot anyways...just a thought