 i wish wasnt writing this
I want to be happy, i really do, but today and yesterday i feel overcome by a terrible crushing depression,im so sad im so bored i wish ihadnt lost my job,seems like all my friends went with it,and its almost impossible to find something else with no references. i spend so much time crying and craving! I went to see an old school friend for a couple of days,she is so clean(hell,shes nevr been dirty) and she hasthree great kids,and a job! it should have been fun but i on the verge of tears all the time
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I dont want to whine, i want to make a happy post but im so miserable,feels like hell. using was so much better than ,this, i feel like cracking, please pray for me.
Clancy
P.S is this what they mean by 'rock bottom'?
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