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Just saying hi because it sounds like you need people to talk to. I hope this time you find success in treatment and can figure out that being in control of yourself is a lot better than feeling out of control or having everyone and everything else control of you. I do know someone who has finally gotten sober and has not fallen off in a very long time. It took him many tries and many treatment centers and many job losses, loss of friends and family, etc. to finally live a life free of pain and isolation. He did it and so can you!
You've got to believe in yourself and that there is something out there to help you get where you want to be. Underneath all that addiction is a good person. Know that.
Hope, faith & love
jenny
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