| I agree with Dixied (and everyone, actually). You are brainwashed same as any prisoner-of-war. The difference is, you have a choice. You can pack your things RIGHT NOW and walk out that door, to the local women's shelter, or anywhere you have a safe haven. Then, you get up in the morning and see cops if you have property that needs rescued. Then, get a restraining order. If you have relatives who live away from that town that you can go stay with until you get back on your feet, do that
I am very sad for you and for KickAss1 too. You do not have to subject yourself to this and most importantly of all, YOU are the most important person in the world. You dont' need a man (or woman) to validate your existence. YOU can be your own best friend. I hope you get the help you need and get that jerk of a boyfriend (I am using that term very loosely and only because you did) out of your life FOREVER.
Life is short, dont' waste in the company of losers.
Hugs and Peace
Sandy |