hollywood I was just like u with oxys not coke, well coke for a couple of wks, but anyways, I have wasted thousands and thousands on my pill drug habit. I first wanted to say, it isn't about when u did it or what u did. It is very important for you to not be in denial and realize your an addict! Next you NEED to go to a meeting. I went to my first meeting last tues, and it was awesome! I would tell ppl before that that this was happening and that, and every time they would tell, alycia go to a meeting. I mean for yrs they would say that to me. And I thought, well I can quit and I am not an addict, they are!! And I was told that NA meetings were for the drug dealers to get you and the guys to hit on you, (I was told that by a pain addict specialist) When I would bring up to someone that I wanted to go to a meeting, they would say, you don't need that, and basically ur a dork to go there. WEll, all that isn't true! These ppl are awesome, and I love it. I don't have any friends right now cuz they were all drug friends but now I realize I can make new relationships with ppl that understand me. So I am going to say what every other person will say to you, go to a meeting, find one, there free. I heard that it is hard to get into a rehab center and it is just like 90 meetings in 90 days, so start there. Learn and start new. It will work if you want it to. Just give it one hour, and you'll come out of there very impowered and feel great! Please take this advice before you lose everything, ur job, shelter, your family, and everything and ur in jail and going to prision for a couple of years. (cuz they put you away for along time on drugs for some reason unless your town has a drug court) But anyways, keep posting and tell us how ur doing, k. Thanks for listening! Take CAre, Alycia