4am,
Congrats on your decision to stop! 2 days is a long time to go without a drink. Keep up the good work.
I know what you mean because I felt it as well when I quit. I had a period of "mourning". I felt sad and angry about the situation. There was a while when it was hard to see how I'd ever enjoy life again.
On the other side, things are much brighter. Hang in there because it gets better. I remember when I started having days when I didn't even THINK about drinking.... It does happen.
I found alot of hope and help in the program of AA. Millions of people get sober and learn to live fun and productive lives through this program.
Keep working at it.
chip