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When I am doing something out of line, or thinking something I probably shouldn't be thinking, I get this tiny voice along with a 'feeling' and I talk it through to the end until I stop.
one example. I have a bad habit of judging people. Yesterday, we had a couple of patients that I had to take care of. While I was doing the test on them, I though, Wow, this Guys a weirdo. and I got a thought and a feeling. OH, that's not very nice. He's not a weirdo, just different from me. He's probably a really nice guy. You shouldn't really judge someone after just a few seconds of meeting them. And, just because someone is different than me, doesn't make them weirdos. It happened again the same way with another woman.
When I stopped looking at them as weirdos, and just started treating them as other people who are a little different than me, it turns out they were really nice. They even stopped and took the time to thank me for being so nice to them.
I just get this little voice and a 'feeling' when I am doing something wrong, I stop and think about my behavior, and amend it. I try to amend it to what I think Jesus would do.
Boy, I'm gonna go to heaven really bruised and battered. lol
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