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Aysha · 07-01-2007, 04:19 PM

I dont want to take them if I dont need them. The only time I have taken them was right before my relapse in May and i ate the whole dam bottle. Well we all no what happen there. Anyway now he I have only taken them a few weeks ago when I got the court papers right up to the day I went. I havent touched them since. They didnt really seem to take away the anxiety tho.
I dont feel like they do anthing for my anxiety and I see no reason to take em.
Maybe it is a small dose. I dont know.
If I can do without them...Good. But I am worried about when I do get ready to go to court again. Then what?
Taking one blue name brand back then made me feel kinda like drunk. Anymore than that I would be a mess.
He has me on .5mg of generic up to 3 a day.
I go see him tomorrow. I am going to have to tell him to have something different ready for when I go to court or I will fall apart. I get sick thinking about it.
Cant wait till it is over!
I wish I could find a way to deal with the panic feeling drug free.

07-01-2007, 04:19 PM	#4 (permalink)
Aysha Looking For Myself...Sober Join Date: Mar 2007 Location: Where the heart is Posts: 10,087 Blog Entries: 26	I dont want to take them if I dont need them. The only time I have taken them was right before my relapse in May and i ate the whole dam bottle. Well we all no what happen there. Anyway now he I have only taken them a few weeks ago when I got the court papers right up to the day I went. I havent touched them since. They didnt really seem to take away the anxiety tho. I dont feel like they do anthing for my anxiety and I see no reason to take em. Maybe it is a small dose. I dont know. If I can do without them...Good. But I am worried about when I do get ready to go to court again. Then what? Taking one blue name brand back then made me feel kinda like drunk. Anymore than that I would be a mess. He has me on .5mg of generic up to 3 a day. I go see him tomorrow. I am going to have to tell him to have something different ready for when I go to court or I will fall apart. I get sick thinking about it. Cant wait till it is over! I wish I could find a way to deal with the panic feeling drug free. __________________ Dont just count your days...Make your days count! It may not get easier, But it will get better.