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you know..i really wish a i coujld stop, but i feel more competent on these drugs i could not see myself dealing with everyday life ..toddler husband homemaking without them..or even if people would even think i am fun..i dont know i guess i like the way i am with them and when i dont have them for not even half a day ..i am mean hurting and yell at my baby and just in alll very very unhappy nad i think my baby deserves the best....call me freaking crazy..anyways sorry for saying completely idiodic stuff please dont be too harsh on mme...i guess i am just not ready yet...but i am sure there will be THAT day when i will, will come
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