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I've had my appointment but I couldn't speak about the past, I couldn't do it and my counsellor feels i'm not ready. I'm a failure. i only wanted a bath when I got home but I forgot to open the window slightly or the vent and it filled with steam and took me to her life. I feel so scared and can't stop shaking. I just want someone to hold me without anything else but care no hidden agenda but it won't ever happen, there's no1 around, I'm on my own. I have no family left, I have no friends here in real time. I'm on my own and i'm scared. sorry.
I'm sorry if I made u angry. sorry
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