| too much **May Trigger**
*trigger warning – Sexual Abuse content*
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depression, ptsd, ab*se, r*pe, life was just a waiting game for it to end.. stopping drinking intense feelings, intense memories.I can't take anymore, my body is over, my mind is messed up. I can't take it anymore.
m/t
the bathroom is filled with steam
I feel I'm running down a violen stream
she stands hot in just her underwear
she's ill and still no one cares
mum comes in and out,
she's not allowed to scream or shout
drink this drink and just be quiet
don't speak, and don't dare come out.
The bathroom is the only place she's allowed
don't go near anyone, don't be in crowd.
mum makes her way way down the stairs
guess she really doesn't have any cares
John comes in, still she sits on the bath
she struggles, she finds it hard to breath
the hot tap still going, steam filling
She can't breath, she's strugling.
she now stands naked and bare
silence fills the air
he sits on the toilet seat
as her body starts to feel the heat
She starts to shake
her body aches
she can't breath
she smeels death
he takes her on he's lap
cuddles her body, but she feels trapped
she can't fight, her body to weak
she's has no strength to even speak.
The bathroom door is locked
is she now blocked
he holds her bare body tight
please please not tonight.
He says he will make her better
lifts her from he's knee
and stands her up on the floor.
she's shaking her body can't take anymore.
he's trousers are undone
and he's thing goes in her mouth
she can't breath, she's struggling
is this really happening
He takes her hand over he's
but her bodys to weak no more please
she can't breath
is she being put to her death
he lifts her on he's knees
and gives her body a squeeze
her body weak she can't fight
as he holds her body tight
the pain shoots thru her body
this can't be happening now she's all bloody
she can't breath, she needs to breath
her takes her to the bath
turns the bath to the shower
she stands there and begins to shiver
he cleans her body, her hair and skin
takes her out and calls for lyn.
Her knickers go back on,
no longer is she standing alone
her bodys to weak, her breathing slow
this girl is feelin so low.
Mum comes in, and gives her more drink
she starts to be sick in the sink
mum wipes her fore head
takes her down stairs and lays her in her bed.
Last edited by Morning Glory; 06-30-2007 at 11:15 PM.
Reason: Trigger Warning
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