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Coke will and is killing you.
I know it will screw my life so bad, it’ll hurt the people I care about, it’ll only be hurting myself, making matters worse, but I feel like it’s getting the point where I don’t really have a decision.
You say you KNOW it will but do you really? I said the same thing as you. I hope your not on your knees for some dealer before you realize how bad it really is fu(king your life.
Guess what? That guys not the only one who ever cared about you. I don't even know you and trust me I care. I care that your hurting yourself, I care that your suffering. I have been there and much lower, including the anorexia. Turn to someone you trust, family/close friend and get some help. I hope you don't have to reach the lowest of the low before you "know" it's screwing your life. In the midst of an addiction we aren't thinking rationally enough to fully understand the consequences.
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