[pedagogue]

You should be proud of yourself for trying to deal with some of your troubles, many people never get that far. As for stopping your meds......sometimes it can cause some problems stopping cold turkey. Taking a guess at some of the meds that go with what you talked about, you should probably talk with your doc @ it sooner than later.

Sometimes it is easier to tackle one demon at a time, so if you smoked and drank...I'd suggest stopping the drinking, and then tackling the smoking after you get the drinking under control. Just a thought.

-p