[Pony]

{{{{BeeBee}}}} I am sorry that you are having to go through these tough things all at once. I have been at that -losing my mind - place many times.... it will pass. It is am overwhelmed feeling that comes on when too many things hit us at one time..not knowing where to turn next and where to start in the process of sorting it out.

Just get those feeling out ... here, or on paper, or screem at your pillow, but keeping talking. It will work it's-self out.

I am sorry to here about your kitty. I had to go that with a cat I had in my teens and ended up making the decision to put him to sleep. Couldn't afford to do the treatment with no guarrentee that he would recover.

Good luck and you will be in my thoughts..... as always.