| Anyone ever feel this way?
I am feeling incredibly defective lately (my default feeling) and am REALLY, REALLY suffering from my magical thinking- believing that if I even think for a second, a positive thought about myself - something will happen to remind me that I have no right to believe I deserve things or believe I am a worthy and loveable person.
Does anyone else feel like they are controlled by something outside of them?? I know this is incredibly ridiculous but sometimes my OCD even kicks in.
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Heather
"You do not need to be loved, not at the cost of yourself. The single relationship that is truly central and crucial in a life is the relationship to the self. Of all the people you will know in a lifetime, you are the only one you will never lose."
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