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How do u get rid of the thoughts of suicide? I'm not suicidal at the moment however, as I'm only allowed so "access" to so many tablets in one day I've started to put them all in a bottle and save them up. My face has swollen really badly and I'm in alot of pain, instead of taking to iburofen I've been taking one and putting the other one in my tabs box I've counted the tablets I've got over 70 tablets mixed, paracetmol, anti-depressants, ibrufen, tyadol, sleeping tablets, tradmadol. I don't really understand why I'm doing it, I'm not feeling suicidal at least I don't think i am, but I'm hiding tablets, I really thought I was out of the suicidal thoughts but now it appears I might not be. I know only too well that when I have a drink I lose all sense. am I danger to myself. I should speak to someone in real time i'm just embrassed by everything.
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