Hi there..
I also suffer from terrible anxiety and was a opiate addict. I also have social anxiety
and have panic attacks occasionally.
Sounds like you are doing really well.. Congrats!! Great work!! It's great that youa re involved in a fellowship!! Good for you!!
Helps so much..
As far as memory,, this may be either from your using, or else it could also be
from your anxiety, depending on how bad it is. I know that I have a terrible short term memory..
Are you working with any kind of doctor? If so, I would ask him/her,.. But also, give your body time to heal... We have abused our bodies so badly,, that all takes time
to heal..
Hang in ther and Keep posting. It's great to have you here!!
Prayers,
Becky