| Maybe I'm normal and they are crazy
After being in and out of hospital and diagnosed with a whole heap of different conditions some stemming from childhood trauma, some I have developed with the help of plenty of drug use and wierd experiences and some which apparently I was born with. I have been treated with many different medications and hospitalised twice in the last 6 months.
Why can't they just simply decide once and for all what is REALLY wrong and just treat that? Why do they keep changing their minds and meds, why when I am on the road up do they take some of my meds away stressing me out and triggering me into relapse? Who is the crazy one here?
Some times I could just scream and scream and scream....is this going to last forever?
Do you ever get better.
I can't take this **** any more
|