I can't go to one 2nite, it started at 21:00 so its too late, I have counselling at 10:30 in the morning so I will see if there's one after that, well probably the afternoon cause counselling leaves me feelin drained. I probably would sit in doors all day doing nothing, disappear from the world, that's what I feel like doing but I know it won't do me anygood. I don't know what to expect at an AA meeting, I don't have to speak do I, I won't have to say who I am, can I hide in the back without questions so I can get used to the surroundings or will I have to speak and mix? sorry I just get real nervous and cant deal with things if I don't know what to expect..guess that's my anixety.