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I have agreed to see a drug/drink counsellor if I can get the courage to walk thru the door...it can be one on one support or group support but I wouldn't be comfortable with group support only one on one. I will see what happens but I will give it a try. I'm just scared I guess. I can go on Wednesday afternoon, tomorrow I see my physicatrist (11:30) and counsellor (13:00). I think I'm just nervous and panicing. You know, this is pathetic but when i get out of counselling I feel so alone, and usually drive home crying and very dangerous, I just want to be able to call someone who cares and just hear their voice, how pathetic..
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