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No need to be sorry. I went through a similar situation when I was 29 years old and I know how hard it is and how hard it is to keep moving forward. I also know from this side of it that there is a way out of it other than suicide. It wasn't an easy journey, but I'm glad I made it. I can remember one day when a million pounds of emotional pain was just lifted instantly after I had a light bulb moment and connected my pain with a past event. You just don't know what a day will bring and we can't look at things in forever terms. You can get past this pain.
There were times when I was in so much pain I didn't have the ability to get up off the floor. I could not find the strength to keep living. That is when I went into the hospital. The hospital stay was enough to help me regain enough strength to keep moving. I was only there for a couple of weeks.
You will have so much to offer to others one day because of all you've been through. Who else will understand them the way you will be able to? You have a purpose in this life that only you will be able to fill. You can't see forward yet, but life always changes. It will not be this way forever.
You're important to all of us.
Hugs,
MG
__________________   “Come to the edge.” “We can't. We're afraid.”
“Come to the edge.” “We can't. We will fall!”
“Come to the edge.”
And they came. And he pushed them.
And they flew.
Guillaume Apollinaire, 1880-1918
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