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I start to fall with feelins that blind me
I try to hold on but my heart is bleeding
the fight has become to much, its sh1t I can't fight
inside I'm a knot all tangled and tight
they walk free everyday no pain do they feel
as I struggle to survive and heal
they in my mind takin over me
take over my thoughts they living in me
They have control over my body
they are with me everywere I turn
how can this be the life where I belong
how much longer can i pretend to be strong
how many more years of abuse do i have to take
be it emotional, physical, sexual my body, mind aches
my body is falling apart with each new day
it won't be long before there is no more today.
I'm losing control, I near to hear a voice and the only voice I hear is the sound of my own mind. how can i get thru this, how can i move on, how canI do it. Idon't know how to. I'm sorry, i hate being a burden and never being happy, ur hate me like everyone else does now u know the truth of the person I am, evil, nasty and horrible mum was right i am just satans doll.
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