| They win
why is it that things never go right
why does everything have to be a fight
no matter how hard u try u never forget
to me they always be a threat
those who say we have won
how can that be, when I was outdone
I didn't even think it was wrong
that's just sick, god I just don't belong
It may have stopped, but it still lives within
I feel them under my skin
the memories the pain I live thru each day
I just wish it would all just go away.
The past is now controlling my present
adds to my life, all this torment.
will it ever ease and stop
Or do I have to fall and drop.
I've crashed and burned
all those years have now returned
I can't relive 27 years like this
no longer do I want to exist.
I hand my cards ins
and say goodnite u win.
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