| Mum
Sorry I was cleaning, and something hit me when a song came on...A mother is someone whose meant to guide u, protect u, look after u, love unconditionally..a father, someone to look upto, someone to teach u, someone to play games with...yet I had none of that, and now I'm an adult, I'm told to rescue the little "jody" yet I can't cause I don't know how to..were both suffering and I can't help her.
You say u care
you say u love
but where was u when I needed you?
no where, that's where.
You knew what was happening
but u stood back and watched
you knew that I was hurting
and u just added more.
why mum, why now?
why couldn't u tell me it would be ok
why couldn't u say u loved me
why couldn't u even cuddle me
why mum, why now?
why did it have to wait so many years
why did it have to wait for u to move away
why couldn't u see the hurt u caused.
why mum, why now?
u say ur never understand
but u don't need to understand to care
u don't need to understand to love
I'm ur daughter mum
it shouldn't have been like this
it shouldn't have been u against me
it shouldn't have ended like this mum.
mum, u hurt me now u want me to forgive
but I don't know if I can or if I ever will
u hurt me mum, u hurt me bad
2day cause of u, i have tears in my eyes.
you hurt me mum, and i don't know what to do
I don't feel to good at the minute mum
and its hurting real bad
all I want to do is end it right now.
I don't want my life anymore mum
I'm sorry if that hurts
I'm sorry mum I can't take anymore
I'm sorry mum, I'm sorry.
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