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I have to tell you that I am NOT in your shoes because I am married to my ah and we DO have kids...but I will tell you that if we werent married, and didnt have kids..the choice would be so easy...
I would run as fas away from the addict as i could possibly....it is only a road of destruction for you..you deserve so much better than this...you have to do this for yourself..you do not need him to survive...go get the life you deserve to have...
Of course you love him, and it will be painful, but you have a chance at a wonderful life, without addiciton...lok towards that light and somehow get there. you dont want to end up like me or anyone else, married to an addict with kids..its horrible.
You can do it..please grab on to others you are close to...family, friends, distant cousins, anyone....a naranon group..go to a therapist..get support, build up your self esteem, and LET GO OF THE ADDICT IN YOUR LIFE!!!! For your sake...please.
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