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Rella927 · 05-23-2007, 02:01 PM

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Wow! Talking about going from laughing to crying at my desk! Your story and your strength are amazing! I cried because mine is in the hospital now I was told by the detective who is on the harrasment case-no one called me other than that-(to let me know court was cancelled) and I guess it is true reading things, seeing things, hearing things are triggers in some way for us all! I still love him, I do not hate him-but I could not subject myself to the chaos and unhealthy direction we were heading-

I sit here today just praying that for whatever reason (I can safely assume it is because of his drinking) that he will seek what he needs without me because that is how it has to be. But it is hard ....the not knowing.

Thank you for this post FD!

05-23-2007, 02:01 PM	#29 (permalink)
Rella927 ¢σммυηιту gяєєтєя Join Date: Aug 2004 Location: Spreading my wings Posts: 7,147	FormerDoormat Wow! Talking about going from laughing to crying at my desk! Your story and your strength are amazing! I cried because mine is in the hospital now I was told by the detective who is on the harrasment case-no one called me other than that-(to let me know court was cancelled) and I guess it is true reading things, seeing things, hearing things are triggers in some way for us all! I still love him, I do not hate him-but I could not subject myself to the chaos and unhealthy direction we were heading- I sit here today just praying that for whatever reason (I can safely assume it is because of his drinking) that he will seek what he needs without me because that is how it has to be. But it is hard ....the not knowing. Thank you for this post FD! __________________ Dance as though no one is watching you Love as though you have never been hurt before Live as though heaven is on earth.