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the reason I was getting my brother up was because it helped my mom in the mornings. He has ADHD and that was the difficulty in handling him. I spent a lot of time taking care of him since he was two. he even calls me mini mommy. But back to the point, I did b/c she offered to pay me, and with no car or job I thought I could do it. but i ended up not being able to handle it. And she holds a grudge about that too. And that was part of the fight.
I try not to let people boss me around anymore. I don't completely let everyone control me, I have to listen to my parents considering they are providing me with a place to live and food for the time being. I respect and listen to their opinions but I still decide what I need and want to do. I'm supposed to go to the doctor on Wed. and I'm going to see if he can try out some mood stabilizers (since he thinks and so do I that I have bipolar type 2), since I can't go to a psychiatrist. Thank you for all the replies.
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