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You can get free domestic counseling as you were abused. They can then hook you up with resources and options.
My family never understood my need for meds. Now that I am older I can say "gee, I am glad you can't understand. I am glad you have not suffered lifelong my illness." But forget about trying to convince or educate them...it just puts you on the defensive.
I hope you can get out and get amongst some kind of positive support and social activities.
At my lowest I went for long solitary walks, at one point was so agrophobic I only went out at night, but it was a safe residential area. It brought me some peace and serenity....just me and the starry sky.
Keep coming back, I hope. You will meet many here.
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