[Alive]

Today i am thinking how my fears are fading fast. I have been realizing as i grow into a man i no longer have to be an image. I have always wanted to shed some feelings out.I have no longer the acceptance thing going on. I am realizing how i should be treated no matter who i am. The most interesting thing is learning i have been sleeping for many years. I have lost so many causes and i am now learning that the causes i believed in have changed dramatically. Today i am 22 and as i am waking up from the dark, other things are surfacing.The acceptance thing is completely amazing. I mean i know now people that can't accept you can't accept themselves either and by so they are stuck to a perfect vision. Learning the balance between imperfections and self love is changing my view of others and me. The silence is the biggest change. The silence allowed me to hear myself for the first time. And realize that i am multi factorial. I am making projects and imagining how things will be soon if i trail this road.What a wonderful time for me.....
The discovery of a changed personality is probably the biggest thing. There are still pieces of me, but the best is that a new start showed me a new man.Last time i checked who i was i was probably 15.And i changed the course of my life then also by an epiphany.One day i was in my bedroom and i had this completely clear idea of what i should do for the rest of my life.
And believe it or not, although it's scary, not knowing exactly who I am now is good. I have kept my good values. Now it is time to live. People usually say you can be all you want to be. I used to think how.....It's not an outside thing. Because there's a chance the outside variables will make it harder.It's an inside awakening of an individual power. On my head everything is changing. Epiphany is the word.

sorry for using this thread to share....but there are words the tung can't contain....