Juls,
I will go to this meeting. The juvenile program is after all too important to me. It means making amends for things I did in my youth and for me takes precedence.
I will try to use what I have learned in the program. I´ll try to avoid arguments, judging and will try to keep a neutral ground. It´s true that I might learn something about myself by going.
I will not get into manipulation and controlling games.
I´m calm and have prepared myself. One of the slogans I love most in the program is "Working the problem to the best of my abilities and leaving the rest to my Higher Power." It will imply letting go and trusting the process.
Thanks for taking time to answer me.