[hopeOct31]

Hi all,
I have been trying to get treatment for depression for multiple years. I think at some point in time I have taken most of the meds out there. Recently I have been feeling less depressed and I am excited that they finally figured out what I have and what I need. They think I have bipolar II, and it is the meds used to treat indiv. with bipolar that have improved things for me.

I have been active in AA for about a year and have 6mos sober. While I am abundantly greatful that they have found a combination of meds to treat my mental problems. The diagnosis of Bipolar makes me worry that this is more of a life long condition, which will affect my abilities to work the program consistently through out my life. I was hoping I had major depression due to drinking and/or getting sober.

Do individuals with bipolar experience any difficulties in AA due to their fluctuaing moods? I am truly committed to the AA program and know that for this alcoholic, following the guidance of daily prayer/mediation/etc. is necessary for me to stay sober. I have tried other ways and they do not work for me. I cannot afford to let my guard down and risk going back out. Based on where I left off with my drinking when I got sober, going back out would probably lead to death fair quickly. So going back out is not an option for me.

If anyone out there has experience with this I would love to hear from you. What is your experience as a person with bipolar and alcholism? Does that change your program?

Thanks to all for being here and being such a great resource for support.
Best wishes for all, HopeOct31