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Good girl!! I am really happy for you!! I know it doesn't seem like much to be happy about right now but I was where you are at witha guy before too...I remember leaving with my 3month old baby and went to a shelter and just started over ..from NOTHING...but I felt like I was dying where I was at...he always shot me up,,,I never did it myself , had never even tried H before till I was with him. I wanted to stop and he wanted to keep going into oblivion so I just took off. I remember I had a script for klonopin and that was it..the ambien MAY help you sleep . I don't know..you know it is hard after using heroin and methadone to find much that calms us into sleep!!! But it may work ..tryit...so do ou hav e a place to stay right now? I think it is GREAT that you left where you were..now just seek out support in recovery...what about NA???
You should be really proud of what you are doing. feels like hell but I swear you can get through the withdrawals....it took me about 10 days to feel like I was going to make it...I had really bad leg cramps....you will be ok..especially since you have weaned yourself a little..can't hurt..might help..
Keep posting..tell us what is going on as often as you want ! It really helps to knwo you are not alone!!
love north
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