Hi, Citychick!
That's great that you are giving it another go! Remember, we are never failures unless we quit trying!
It amazes me sometimes, how we try to complicate things. We want to analyze the mundane to get to the "real" understanding of our behaviors. Why? Leftover Freudian beliefs, I think, lol! But, what really matters is that we CHANGE our behaviors. As the sneaker commercial said, "Just DO it!"
The rest will take care of itself.
Good luck, and be sure to post on our daily check up thread for support! Afterall, posting is doing something different than smoking too!
Keep the quit and post before you puff!
Shalom!