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Hi Karlee - I agree with Phin. You have so much going on right now health-wise (MS, seizures, eating disorder, cutting, etc, etc) and most importantly you are an active addict. Even those of us in recovery who need to take medications with the potential for abuse can still struggle with keeping it real. I think as an active addict you may find it very difficult to control your use of benzos. I've seen you admit on another post that you know you need to be in a rehab facility. Have you given that more thought? I truly think that's your best option as you probably need a greater level of medical care given your other health issues. You can't use family problems, etc, as an excuse not to go when you know that's where you need to be. The chaos in your life and your addiction issues are not going to get better on their own. You need to take care of Karlee first - everyone and everything else can wait. It's your life we're talking about here.