| Losing weight, need booze :(
I am having a nightmare, again.
I have suffered from Anorexia/Bulimia for many years, booze helped me stop throwing up - strange but true.
The problem I have now is after quitting drinking (well its been 3 weeks and I've only drank on about 3 days during that period) is..
I have started losing weight - which is great but my ED's have kicked back in and I've cut right back on food again. This in itself makes me want to drink because I get so tired.
I'm tired but also feel wired, its like nervous energy as I can't relax and my mind won't stop. Before, I would eat very little in the day and then the first calories I would have when I got home would be from booze.
I find it so uncomfortable to eat/relax/stay calm without the booze to facilitate.
Anyone else relate?
M x
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