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Hello guys,I'm totally clean for 2 days now after tappering.I'm still taking my med as prescribed by my doc.However I really scared that I may not saty sober because of the many relapses.My problem is not just the physical withdrawals but rather staying sober.I donnot know how to do that for more than 2 or 3 months.I sick of myself trying and trying.It's a lot easier to use,not that I want to use again.I'm just so trapped.I'm like searcing all the house for any pill,whatsoever,just to take when I feel sad .I feel like a complete failure though I'm cleab because I know I wont stay sober.I don't want to continue lying to myself.
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