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I'm not addicted to alcoholoc today either. Actaully the detox
stage didn't last than a couple of weeks. Felt like I was
going to dy tho. I 've been sober for years and did manage
to put a decade without anytype of drugs or alcohol.
I had to take prozac when I first got clean and sober... 6 months.
I made my doctor promise me...i wouldn't have to take them longer
than I needed to. Why ???
The thing about it is...I had a drink in one hand and lines on
the mirror when I was drinking and using.
I don't really want to go back there...ellegal or not.
I've put together 2-3 months by myself many times..
before i was introduce to AA.
The 12 steps dosn't have anything to do with me drinking.
It's so I don't feel like crap all the time and have a bad attitude
when I'm sober. Living tools I gain from the people in the fellowships.
Tools that my parents or the education system never taught me.
Working on the 12 steps had help me live a happier life.
It hasn't been perfect. but if I stack all the good days
that I lived sober and working the 12 step.
It's paradize. The trick is to be sober when I work the 12 steps
There's probably other living programs.
I admit , I was lazy, the 12 steps was in front of me.
Didn't have it in me to try to re-invent the wheels at that moment.
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