[karlee]

I was put on a medication that is suppose to help with Bulima..I was doing really good. I wasn't eating much..However, I hadn't binge and purge for several days. Perhaps over a week had gone by without me doing this.
I do not know why, but yesterday I ended up binging and purging..I wished I knew why I do this...Then I had seen an urgent care doctor because I came down sick with strep-throat..He tells me to just stop the cutting etc...and then I will not sick so much...How can I even stop, when I have no idea why I even do it? It is not has if I plan to do these things..I just wish that someone would understand this.