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I have always believed that anti-depressants are not enough. I believe that we need counseling or something to help with the meds. I don't believe in a pill doing that great. I was on Prozac years ago (with counseling) & I felt great after a few months. Now, they just handed me a bunch of pills & said "have a nice day". None of them worked. I got tired of feeling like crap...so I confronted the place that gave me the pills. We are now trying 2 Wellbutrin a day & will see how that goes. They "promised" to stay on top of this. I had to call the "crisis" counselor 3 times & they all tell me that I need counseling. Someone to bounce ideas off of that is unbiased. Someone outside the addiction "mess". And I know they are right. I just have to convince my insurance.
Hang in there. For lots, it works great. And maybe with the bf you are to the point where "You Give a Damn's Busted". I know I got like that. It was like "whatever" & we had a FANTASTIC relationship before he relapsed. But 3 years of relapsing later, I was done. Even though I still have times I miss him.
Not him.....the man he WAS when he was in recovery. I need to keep reminding myself of that.
Lynne
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