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Originally Posted by scootinbabe  hmmm....maybe i'll be okay if i don't go to meetings. (After all, i'm doing so well...)
hmmmmm...i'm so tired, i think i'll sleep in.
hmmmm...i'm so busy, i don't have time to go to gym...
i have soooooo many behaviors to change it's crazy-making. but i pray for willingness. willingness to do the right thing. willingness to be capable of being willing. |
Thanks for reminding me that I can pray for things like willingness that I do not have. I forget that if I am not 'there' I can pray for hp to help me get there. I don't know how many times I have forgotten that concept over the course of my time sober but it has been multitudes. I mean, it's like if I am not 100% where I need to be at the moment I am SOL and need to just give up and go do some self- or other-destructive behavior...thanks for sharing that and reminding me hp can help get me where I need to be.