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I don't have a formal prayer and meditation program. I do pray a lot throughout the day. I pray every night, just about, in bed. It looks like the 10th, 11th, and 12th steps are really lacking in my life right now. I feel guilty about that sitting here, feeling like, well *knowing*, having learned through bitter experience lately, just what I have been given in this life, what I was given in my early twenties that I see so many friends my age now trying to get, on their own, and failing over and over, and I just think that I am not grateful, and that I am treating this precious gift, of knowing what it is that can keep one sober one day at a time, and treating it like it doesn't have any value. At least I know what is wrong, and that is a start.
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