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I went to the doctor's visit, but wasn't seen by the doctor. The insurance didn't give them the preauthroization number for me to be seen. My 16 yr. daughter is still in the hospital .My husband and I put her there because of her behavior. She has been getting into drugs and alcohol. Plus, she is having a hard time getting over her cousin's death. I am feeling sick. I have ear ache etc...I went and talk to my Pastor. I felt hopeless. He was blunt in what he hade to say to me. I know that most of what he said was true. I know that I need inpatient rehab. I can't get clean on my own. Plus, my health issues like my Elipsey complcates things. However, I just can not do what my pastor wants. Then again right now I am not sure if I even care. This attitude is probably because I feel so sick right now..I deal with chronic pain on daily. Then with everything else that has happen...I feel like I am just about to collapse. Then my daughter has been telling her doctors lie after lie. I know that she is just angry right now. I pray that this will save her from a life like I have lead...Well, I need to call her now and then perhaps take a nap. I now feel like I have not slept in weeks.
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