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I remember when I first got sober, waiting for something like this to happen to me. What I realize now is that it wasn't necessary, because in truth I already believed...I just wasn't allowing myself to accept it. By nature I'm a very spiritual person who is interested in mystical things, and I was just suppressing that in my attempts to be an atheist. There is nothing at all wrong with atheism, and I have met many atheists in sobriety, but that was not the truth of what I believed, inside. Now I let myself believe, and I have a lot more peace inside.
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