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karlee · 04-12-2007, 10:44 PM

I was on the edge and felt that I was just about to slice my wrists or overdose on pills. I do feel I drank to much and probably took more pills than I should have done..That is not the first time and probably won't be the last..I know will be okay. I took much more in larger doses before in the past. It has been an emotionally day. I did end up cutting myself up real bad. I ended up getting blood all over my shirt, sweater, and pants. I am hoping to get them washed before my husband finds out. There was just many things that happen today that trigger all this off. I know many of you may think I am crazy for cutting myself. I did stop myself and did make the call to a Crisis Hot-Line. I am very thankful to the person that posted that information. I do have an appointment with a new doctor at 11 A.M. tomorrow mornin. I could use all your prayers. I am a little nervous because to drive about 40 minutes to get to this doctor office. My husband doesn't know. He will just get upset that I am yet seeing another doctor. I am still somewhat suicidal. However, more tire than that. I think with all the alcohol that I drank. I feel I could just fll asleep right here typing on the computer. I so much want to get clean.
However, with all the drama trauma going on this past month. It jusy seems so hard...Well, I can no longer think. Good night!!!!!

04-12-2007, 10:44 PM	#6 (permalink)
karlee Member Join Date: Mar 2007 Location: Utah Posts: 80	I Call A Crisis Hot-Line I was on the edge and felt that I was just about to slice my wrists or overdose on pills. I do feel I drank to much and probably took more pills than I should have done..That is not the first time and probably won't be the last..I know will be okay. I took much more in larger doses before in the past. It has been an emotionally day. I did end up cutting myself up real bad. I ended up getting blood all over my shirt, sweater, and pants. I am hoping to get them washed before my husband finds out. There was just many things that happen today that trigger all this off. I know many of you may think I am crazy for cutting myself. I did stop myself and did make the call to a Crisis Hot-Line. I am very thankful to the person that posted that information. I do have an appointment with a new doctor at 11 A.M. tomorrow mornin. I could use all your prayers. I am a little nervous because to drive about 40 minutes to get to this doctor office. My husband doesn't know. He will just get upset that I am yet seeing another doctor. I am still somewhat suicidal. However, more tire than that. I think with all the alcohol that I drank. I feel I could just fll asleep right here typing on the computer. I so much want to get clean. However, with all the drama trauma going on this past month. It jusy seems so hard...Well, I can no longer think. Good night!!!!!