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Self-will and self-indulgence sound like my life right now. I am sober, but my eating is out of wack and I am showing signs of type 2 diabetes. It truly is a prison. I love the reminder about willingness and action. When I don't have the willingness and action, I feel that I am standing still. What I realize now is that I am not standing still at all, I am regressing. A sponsor of mine told me 'either you are moving forward or you are moving backwards'. I think it is true about the daily probation, but sometimes I don't have the courage necessary to take the action. Okay alot of times. But I need to pray about it and then just do it.
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