This is a great thread! My therapist told me to go to AA and I thought... I don't think so- but I wasn't going to argue with her. I sat in my car for 10 min before going into that first meeting. There were ...alcoholics... in there. I certainly didn't fit into that catagory... Well, I made it into that room and I thank my god that I did! I am not unique or special- I am just like everyone in there in one important way- We all have a desire to quit drinking.
Every day when I read AA literature I see something that feels so familiar to me- It is unbelievably comforting and amazing to know other's have the same thoughts and feelings. Within the walls of AA you will find an enormous amount of experience, strength and hope.
I leave my meetings with a feeling of calm- I leave there feeling like I belong. I leave there knowing I can always go back and they will be there for me... for a hug or a good a$$ kickin if necessary.
Give it a try and keep going back- it works if you work it.
Best of luck to you- T