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I understand completely what you are saying. I am trying to rediscover myself after years of living with one never ending crisis after another for soooo long ... when my focus was on just trying to survive the day, make sure we had a roof over our head and food to eat in the wake of the devastation brought on by years of my Ahusband's drinking. My life and priorities have been so altered, I can barely remember the person I used to be. I am on my own now and working on the long hard process of discovering who I really am once again now that alcoholism doesn't color every aspect of my life. I have a feeling it will be a long process of rediscovery and I know I will never be the same again - I have been through too much and I have been forever changed because of this illness.
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