[elizabeth1979]

Thanks Prodigal.
I agree.
I was definately more crazy than my ex. He had a substance based addiction to blame on his crazy behovior..what the heck was my excuse? Shiest, I must have been out of my freaking mind...proably still am.
My house was a mess all the time, no food in the fridge (no money), the house stunk bc he stunk I was too emotionally spent to clean it. I was a nuerotic head case at work, completely disfunctional, and was like a zombie..and for what?
For what reason did I do this?
Mostly because I thought leaving would hurt more.
I was so so so so wrong.
Leaving was like being free. It was like being re-born.