|
[QUOTE=itiswhatitis...;1273079]god - i hope you know what you're doing - because i sure don't know much anymore - i wish i did but i want to believe it will get better - please let it get better...for all of us...[QUOTE]
Awww...itis...You sound so tired right now...and overwhelmed...
Of course, I don't know how or when your situation will resolve itself...but I do know that your HP is carrying you thru it. I know I felt alot like you did on several occasions as my marriage crumbled because of addiction...and when I felt my absolute lowest all I could do was offer my life and my struggle up to my HP and ask him to carry me for a while. And He did. He always did. Sometimes the load is just too heavy to carry alone...
I hope you're feeling a little better today...
Sending hugs and strength...
__________________ Why not go out on a limb? That's where the fruit is. - Mark Twain We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us. -E.M. Forster |