(((Itis)))
OMG....you are such an inspiration to everyone here!!! Just let go and have a good cry!!! You have taken on sooooo much, and it's gotta be hard. Girl, I don't know how you are doing it and not crackin up.
I can't imagine the stress you and your husband are both under. You are both angels....and I imagine even angels have to have occasional spats!!! Go take a nice bubble bath, lock the door and don't let ANY kids in!!!
Bless you for what you are doing!!!